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Handprints
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Inky
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Date: February 28, 2011 09:26PM Every day I will paint my blistered hand black with ink and stamp a raw-food handprint here in my very own topic...
With each handprint I can remind myself "I'm strong enough to do this." Remind myself how much I want to have skin that that isn't covered in weeping red sores and blisters... Remind myself how much I want to have the energy to actually do things... Gonna tell the world of my secret dream: I want to be well enough to be a marathon runner. There's going to be muscle between my bones and my skin. There's going to be energy inside, I don't need sugar to stay alive. When people look at my face they will see my bright blue eyes and not my blistered cheeks. This is my promise. The first handprint is always the blackest. - Inky Re: Handprints
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Inky
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Date: March 01, 2011 06:16AM DAY TWO - EVENING
Wanted to eat cookies but DIDN'T. Wanted to eat tomatoes... and did. =) Cannot quite believe that I slept the night without trying to claw my bandages off... and today Sylvie said the weeping patches seemed to be drying out... she agrees now that this might be a good thing. How sweet it is to have a twin... Older sisters are not always so understanding... "If it was that easy, why would people needed doctors? Think some werido knows more than a doctor?" so says Emilie. Well. Maybe I'll proove her wrong. Hoping for another itchy-free night tonight. Gonna be just as strong tomorrow. Who needs cookies? Not I! Re: Handprints
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Inky
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Date: March 02, 2011 01:54AM DAY THREE - EARLY AFTERNOON
So. Still raw. Made no mistakes... Got no more energy than normal BUT I can actually SEE my skin growing clearer. Insane. So excited! Emily is driving us back home tomorrow... our little house has been given the Green Sticker. So happy... but I always wanna eat SUGAR on long car trips so.... Bought many different kinds of dried fruits (never knew how hard it was to get ones without SUGAR!) and some nuts also...  Sorry, only registered users may post in this forum.
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