i hear ya about the sleep study... he does do that sleep apnea thing wehre its like he doesnt get a full breath 3 or 4 times then the next one is a loud chocking breath ..then back to 3 or 4 ..

i know its really hard on him he often wakes up more tired then when he went to bed, other then that its the swearing and yelling that really bothers me cuz he gets really loud lol

yer probably right about the soulmate name lol...its seems to be far more then a coincidene hehe

im scared about the 2 queens together too ..i vision sliding between the two sheets swiftly following me 2 dogs getting sucked down into the void followed by us all being squished by my sweety falling on top of us all lol

ok thats vivid

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

haha yeah def talk to him about the sleep study...especially with sleep apnea he needs to have that medically examined you know?? hmm no no coincidence...he is meant to be yay you for finding mr right...not mr. right now haha....
oh i envisioned the same thing....remember that tv show land of the lost?? where the jeep falls into the crack from the earthquake and is stuck in some ancient prehistoric time??? haha that is what i pictured you falling bewteen the two beds to never return lol....oh i like taht show though haha!!!
have a great day hun
love earthangel
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

lol EA priceless yeap i loved that show when i was a kid

*sigh* i wish they made really good shows like that nowadays

i used to love the carol burnett show

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

haha hmm i loved that show too it was sooo good haha..oh the old days lol..mm i don't think i was born soon enough for the carol burnett show but i heard it was relaly good..they did a special the other day on variety shows
have a great day
gotta get to work and petco..
love earthangel
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

whattaryacallin me old? =p

lol im kidding

so i get home last night at 4:30 and my power has been shut off lol. We paid the bill in full on friday as they asked, phoned them , got a confirmation number from them , and monday they still cut it off, becuase the office had no record of us calling , even though i got a confirmation number FROM THEM. .. oops they say it will be 24hours before it can be turned on lol

my poor sweetie is beside himself he feels so bad. I make the best of the situation ...after all i dont need to cook anything i have a fridge full of slowly warming fruits and veggies lol

so we had a raw fruit and veggie fest by candlelight on our bed with the *lads* lol, curled up and *CENSORED* and then went to bed early and had a GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP for once lol

when life gives ya lemons .. make lemonade (not the MC stuff though lol)

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist




Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 05/08/2007 03:26PM by Jgunn.

Hey there hun....yay for making a fabulous evening out of a tough situation!! that is hard....at least you had yummy food..a roof over your head and eachother...that is awesome...
no i am not calling you old i was just saying i didn't know about the show much haha...
well take care hun and have a great day!!!
love earthangel
xoxoxxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

hehe just teasin ya EA =p

ya know it was like camping

im feeling really fortunate you know weve been together a year this June , friends for about 7 years before that. I was eating this way before we hooked up and i have never heard him utter anything negative about it

he grabs us fruit to eat in bed all the time while were watching tv, he likes fruits and veggies but just doesnt think he can give up meat hehe , well maybe someday lol

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

hey girl!!! that is sooo awesome he sounds like a wonderful man!! lucky you!! does he have any YOUNGER brothers haha..or maybe a son from a previous life lol
jj
well hun enjoy that cuz it is rare..sounds like my dad he is a wonderful guy always loving and accepting of my mom and her decisions or crazy things she is trying haha...not that raw is crazy but you get the point lol..oh i gotta go haha i have to get to rancho's for the lecture and to meet a friend like usual time creeps up i said 10 min it been 15 i have been on here
love ya
sach
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

jgunn

i would tell you my little name story
since u pulled up a bean bag and a green smoothie
but it would make me blush

let's just say that i have met FOUR dudes with this name
and each one of them was like a little light in my life

in ways that they probably don't even realize

it makes me wonder what is in a name
reallly

i wonder if there are really any coincidences
its gotten to the point where i just automatically ASSume

that if i meet a guy with this name
he and i would get along beautifully

i know that sounds strange
but that is the way it has been

strange thing this thing called life

hey jgunn

i just thought of something reaallll funny

i just had this urge to say, in case someone told me to

"like it or lump it" pertaining to something i may or may not have been excited about.. or just for the HECK of it, I think it would be fun to say :

" i'm lumpin' it, you got a prob with that"?

or how bout' the too cool

"love it or shove it"?

of course, i would respond :

i'm LUVIN it. cuz the latter would not be too "lady like"

eheeeeehh heeeeeehhh

so if i tell someone "" i'm luvin it"

who KNOWS what that means

hope yer having a good one

La V

LOL ! La V .. id love to say that to someone .. hiya .. im shovin it lol i know what you mean though id certainly get some Unladylike stern looks lol hahah

i sometimes wonder too about the name ..makes me go hmmm

ever since i was a kid this number 444 comes up all the time in my life to the point now i wonder do i just seek it out or does it really have some signifigant meaning on some level.

i'll turn to look at clock 4:44
wake up at exactly for no particular reason at 4:44
its on the licence plate in front of me 444
turn on the radio and the announcer says .. 4:44
get frustrated writing up an invoice .. number 444 (or 13444 or 44426)
wow i see this cute tshirt on sale for 4.44!
go to watch a hockey game ..in seat 444 (i almost didnt sit there for some reason i thought that one was REALLY strange lol almost premonition like)


theres so many more instance that have come up to remember but its odd ya know coincidence ? or ....?????

if anyone can come up with something even remotely logical, spiritual, or otherwise id sure like to know lol

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

hmm that is interesting gal..i will have to check that out and see what is going on!!! haha maybe i will find something fun and interesting !!!!!
well take care i hope you had a fab day!!!
love earthangel
xoxoxoxoxox

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

444
hmmm...

what time were you born jgunn?

i don't think its strange at all

synchronicity usually points to something ( though,heck if i know what it points to exactly)

if u think about it, nature is made up of nothing BUT synchronicity

synchronicity within synchronicity within synchronicity

scientists could trip out and about and up ALL DAY!!

if they think of all the things that they have "decoded" about nature as being

one coincidence after another

but they put all the coincidences together and its made into a textbook
and not regarded as something miraculous

well... why should it not be so in the metaphysical plane?

the physical is made up of the metaphysical

so the origination of the physical must also be imbued with synchronicity as its main engine

veeeeeeeeeryyyy interesting LaV i agree ..it seems at time overly coincidental things tend not to be coincidental at all

On another note tomorrow is my appointment with the rheumatologist .. i have this feeling that as my eyes have stopped showing symptoms once again it will be a huge waste of time unless he plans on sending me for more bloodwork

so the quest for the reason of the UVitis marches on lol

it wont be a wasted day though my hunny is taking the day off to be with me and we will be in vancouver all day so we can go to the beach after and what not so its gonna be a great sunny day no matter what i cant wait !

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

hope your eyes are alright
have fun at the beach

hey hun i hope everything goes well with you at the dr....take care..and have lots of fun at the beach...sounds like fun..you and that fabulous hubby will get to spend the day together that is a plus
take care
love earthangel
xoxoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

hey folks well yesterday was a blast

i went to my appointment it was for 10am but we left the valley at 7am (after a bit of a rough start we ran in and out of the house 6 times kept forgetting stuff lol)

i really wish we had brought along the dog but i wasnt sure how long my appointment was gonna be and because it was a hot day i didnt know if there was underground parking and i didnt want to leave him in the car and i really wanted my sweet babboo to be with me (i hate doctors lol) so he had to stay at home boo hoo

so we get down there and were an hour an half early so i suggested we go to granville island , well i havent been there in a few years and its a HUGE market and i was like a kid in a candy store with all the fruits and veggies (got all sorts of weird an wacky stuff to try) lychee nuts , dragon fruits, some more star fruits (these ones looked much better then the ones from overwatea) the prices seemed a bit high but its a city market so just closed my eyes and spent lol

im sucha dork =p

i get to my appointment and i get poked and prodded and asked all these questions for about 45 minutes and in the end hte results were inconclusive (hahah i knew it) as i wasnt showing symptoms of anything at this very moment , he said the same thing as the chilliwack eye specialist .. when you have a flare up come in immedietly .. well to go to chilliwack is a good 2-3 hours round trip from here and Vancouver is a good 4-5 hours easy haha i guess they think we have all the time in the world ..i often wonder why the specialists are always hours away from your own home .. good ol' globalization (dont get me started lol)

he wants me to go have another huge bunch of blood, urine, fecal, bodyfluid tests, have a chest xray now and back xray, and possibly book me later after those for an MRI and some head scan if the xrays dont show anything conclusive. gotta tell ya not lookign forward to all of that haha, im gonna have to think on this one, i dont like exposing myself to unnessecary testing, but hes a bit concerned about the stabbing pains im getting behind one eye and my ear.

so FARK it we decide to hit the STanley park and see how the devastating wind storms this winter tore it apart .. well i wanted to cry , big ol trees hundreds of years old maybe just torn up by the roots .. i think this is the closest natural disaster that vancouver has had for a long long time it was definitely heartbreaking to see it. they had the whole causeway opened to drive around it so we got to see it all. I had twisted my ankle the night before not seriously but enough to make walking alot kinda tender so we opted not to walk the seawall as planned but i saw that lots of it was shut off so i guess it worked out.

Then we hit 2nd adn 3rd beach for a bit .. took off ot the otherside of vancouver to kitsalino and then jerico where we had our fruity , veggie pickynicky

we didnt do as much walking around as i wanted due to my foot but it was a great day all in all and we made it home before the friday rushhour and had a good evening with a couple of friends dropped by and i cleaned up the yard some (starting to look like a jungle out there lol)

to bed early happy an healthy

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist




Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 05/12/2007 04:08PM by Jgunn.

Hi Jody--Hello hello. That is such an intense childhood and history...and here you are. I'm glad things have changed, are changing. That decision to fly away(usually discouraged by therapists, etc, as a "geographic" ) seems to have really worked for you. That is amazing you did that, flew to Nepal! Wow. What an adventure. Sounds like it was the thing to do and a big transitioning point in your life.

I ate chicken once after years of vegetarianism...it literally bounced off my stomach. I mean, my stomach was a trampoline!

I like Scorpios, btw. I have Scorpio rising. In my last year of high school (I graduated, btw, the year you were born) I found out that people and teachers were often a little leary/scared of me before they really got to know me....you could absolutely have knocked me over with a feather!.....I only could feel my Pisces (so very UNscary), but realised that people were picking up on the Scorpio. Anyway, I like Scorpios.

Are you joining the 7 week 100% raw challenge? I can't remember...so many have posted and I am pretty new around here and have everyone's names and diaries getting a bit jumbled up!

You're doing well----use that positive Scorpio strength and keep on keepin on forward!

best to you--
Elakti

Hey love........yay a great day!! and the little visit went pretty well good to hear that!!! glad you and your hubby a great day together!! good luck with the tests and what not i know how long and draining those things can be.....
thanks for always being so wonderufl!! you are such a sweet person and i am grateful to know yoU!!!
take care and have a fab day!!
love sach
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

thanks EA youre right it is sooooooo draining but the weekend was great didnt get much done at all hahah so was kinda lazy hey we all gotta slow down once in awhile right ?

my sweetie pumpkin pie says to me on sunday right out of the blue .. i think it would be cool if we took yoga classes

*insert dumbfounded look here*

haha i think my jaw clunked on the floor

well hes a bit of a ruff an tumble kinda guy ..heavy duty equipment operator .. not the type really to even think of yoga much less do it lol ..i guess im stereotyping but ya know what i mean hehe

i thought that was really cool =) i cant wait to sign us up wheeeee hehe

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

Hiya Elakti thank you for posting that , nepal was amazing no matter what the pros say haha

i love being a scorpio .. despite the ooooos i get lol haha

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

hey hun...yay yoga that is fantastic!! i know what you mean it would be like my ex boyfriend or dad or brothers saying sissy lets do yoga i would die of shock before i got to even see it haha
well hun tke care and have a wonderful day!!
love ya
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh what a day lol i swear sometimes something is out there testing my patience

so i get into work today (payday) and my boss walks in .. says .. GOIN SAILING! BYE! out the door he goes

30minutes later the bookkeeper calls and says i'll be there in 5 minutes, im uhh ok why? (shes an outside contracter we pay to do books) , she says to get paycheques signed im like OMG YOU HAVENT GOT OUR CHEQUES SIGNED < THE BOSS IS GONE ALREADY !!!!!??!??! (shes supposed to have these ready the day before and couldnt be bothered to come down on monday to get her work done)

sigh

so then i had to run out after work to the bank make umpteen phone calls to everyone id said id pay and cant now untill tommorrow (car payment, insurance, internet, etc) their all automatic payments

gahhhhhh .. she is like sorry oh well (her attitude stinks btw) will do it tommorrow. everything is tommorrow with her .. everyday there is multiple phone calls from people looking for payments since JANUARY OMG .. if ya cant get the work done .. hire someone ?!?!?! if that doesnt work get someone else to do the job if yer not capable.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ive been doing accounting for nearly 20 years and have nevre seen such a sloppy work environment as bad as this contract. SIMPLE tasks that hsould only take 1 or 2 steps (15min max), take up to 2 hours, because information is repeatedly getting entered into 6 SIX S I X different programs just to make 1 box shipped. OMG ! OH MY GOSH !!! Id seriously freak out if it wasnt the fact that im only there till the end of fall then off to another job. ok nm im seriously freakin out now anyways =p

i see this all the time too ... so many people just have very little work ethic anymore .. what happened to going in, doing your job, doing it GOOD and having some pride in a job well down???????

oh well there there i feel better now *pats self on the back* lol =p

thanks for listening to me rant

LOVE YOU ALL !!!

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

Hey hun..oh don't i know the feeling!! that is why i think i like my nanny position right now i dont have to work with people who have no work ethic...i don't like that my parents would die if i was one of those people..they would be mortified thinking they raised a daughter to act like that haha..my dad always instilled don't be late for work..do your best...go above and beyond and really take pride in your work so i understand where you are coming from!!
take care and smile!!!!
you are doing wonderful!!
love earthangel
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

i hear ya EA ...my parents would slap me into next week if i acted like most people do now a days =p

Im off for the weekend to the lake and camping with my sweet sugar buns

dogs are coming with us for a first family trip together lol ..im excited to see how it goes =p

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

Hey Jodi - here's a list of number meanings from angelologist Doreen Virtue :

The angels do their best to get our attention and to communicate with us. In this way, they help us heal our own lives. However, we often discount the signs they give us, writing them off as mere coincidences or our imagination. The angels say: “We can’t write our messages to you in the sky. You’ve got to pay attention and believe when you see any patterns forming in your life — especially in response to any questions or prayers you’ve posed. When you hear the same song repeatedly or see the same number sequence, who do you think is behind this? Your angels, of course!”

Number Sequences
Your angels often communicate messages to you by showing you sequences of numbers. They do this in two ways. First, they subtly whisper in your ear so you’ll look up in time to notice the clock’s time or a phone number on a billboard. The angels hope you’ll be aware that you’re seeing this same number sequence repeatedly. For instance, you may frequently see the number sequence 111, and it seems every time you look at a clock the time reads 1:11 or 11:11.

The second way in which angels show you meaningful number sequences is by physically arranging for, say, a car to drive in front of you that has a specific license plate number they want you to see. Those who are aware of this phenomenon become adept at reading the meaning of various license plates. In this way, the angels will actually give you detailed messages. Here are the basic meanings of various number sequences. However, your own angels will tell you if your situation holds a different meaning for you. Ask your angels, “What are you trying to tell me?” and they’ll happily give you additional information to help decode their numeric meanings.

222 — Our newly planted ideas are beginning to grow into reality. Keep watering and nurturing them, and soon they will push through the soil so you can see evidence of your manifestation. In other words, don’t quit five minutes before the miracle. Your manifestation is soon going to be evident to you, so keep up the good work! Keep holding positive thoughts, keep affirming, and continue visualizing.

333 — The Ascended Masters are near you, desiring you to know that you have their help, love, and companionship. Call upon the Ascended Masters often, especially when you see the number 3 patterns around you. Some of the more famous Ascended Masters include: Jesus, Moses, Mary, Quan Yin, and Yogananda.

444 — The angels are surrounding you now, reassuring you of their love and help. Don’t worry because the angels’ help is nearby.

555 — Buckle your seatbelts. A major life change is upon you. This change should not be viewed as being "positive" or "negative," since all change is but a natural part of life’s flow. Perhaps this change is an answer to your prayers, so continue seeing and feeling yourself being at peace.

666 — Your thoughts are out of balance right now, focused too much on the material world. This number sequence asks you to balance your thoughts between heaven and earth. Like the famous "Sermon on the Mount," the angels ask you to focus on spirit and service, and know your material and emotional needs will automatically be met as a result.

777 — The angels applaud you…congratulations, you’re on a roll! Keep up the good work and know your wish is coming true. This is an extremely positive sign and means you should also expect more miracles to occur.

888 — A phase of your life is about to end, and this is a sign to give you forewarning to prepare. This number sequence may mean you are winding up an emotional career, or relationship phase. It also means there is light at the end of the tunnel. In addition, it means, “The crops are ripe. Don’t wait to pick and enjoy them.” In other words, don’t procrastinate making your move or enjoying fruits of your labor.

999 — Completion. This is the end of a big phase in your personal or global life. Also, it is a message to lightworkers involved in Earth healing and means, "Get to work because Mother Earth needs you right now."

000 — A reminder you are one with God, and to feel the presence of your Creator’s love within you. Also, it is a sign that a situation has gone full circle.

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Hi Jodi---

I have lots of 4's and 8's too. My name adds up to 8, my addresses and phone numbers, etc etc...so many 4's and 8's. I keep wanting to be a 7, but...not yet. I knew when khale made the challenge 7weeks it was because of the niceties of this number...transformation, break throughs, higher consciousness, all those good things.

I can hardly remember what I learned years ago about this numerology stuff, but the 4's have to do with feeling limitations, boundaries, feeling penned in the square of 4 sides, matter, density, this world....and experiencing the difficulties of being in this world of matter ... and I think, since it is felt so deeply, there is the desire to be free.

Even what Monark posted above ties into this as it is about reassurance and not worrying because help is near....!!

This probably doesn't help...!!! But, yeah, I'm always full of 4's. sigh

Anyway, thought I'd throw that your way, since I could relate!

I also relate to what you've said about the master cleanse....Yuuuuuuck! I just responded to that post about it. It is like almost barbaric! Probably Drano would work similarly....Lots of "butt pee" (I'm sorry, but that always makes me laugh. You've heard that? That is what they call it on the MC site).

Well, sorry for the somewhat unpleasant subject matters of this post, LOL...
4's and butt pee, omg, maybe I'm detoxing ...heh

On the brighter side of things...I ate some beee-utiful strawberries today...and I made sure I ate more than 4!!!!!

-Elakti

very cool Monark thank you vrey much !!!

haha Elakti dont apologise i love your humor !!

i know theres some poeple that the MC has been good for but i see so many posts aobut how sick they are during and after i have to wonder

ya know ...things that make you go hmmmm

im sucha 4 if ya look at it that way .. i sometimes put myself sooooooo wayyyy out there being confident then suddenly i go TURTLE not sure what im doing lol

i swear thers some gemini in me somewhere ... i go black then white .. up then down .. left then right .. coming .. going ...

haha its any wonder i can keep up to myself =p

like LaV said .. im quirky hahahahah

...Jodi, the banana eating buddhist

Hey hun.....oooh some info on the 4's mysterious and very interesting!!!! have fun this weekend my dear on your camping trip...I LOVE camping it so amazing!!! being under the stars in a tent with a campfire and listening to the sounds...soo good!!
have fun talk to you soon!!
love sach
xoxoxoxxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

Camping and backpacking - ahhhh the memories - I used to do tons of it when I was much younger - I LOVE campfires . Have a great time !!!!!

Hmmmm.....I've had a similar experience with color-blind Bill's in my life - always dating or attracting Bill's that are color-blind - hmmm....even married one of 'em at one point - no longer married (yea !!!!) - I don't want any more color-blind Bill's

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