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15 years ago
curly girly
hey lizard
thank you for the support
feels a bit lame, just keep saying "thank you" to all of you who are posting kind comments, doesn't really convey how valued it is...but it is valued
how are you doing?
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Thanks Sharrhan - yeah, it was pretty boring yesterday!
Day 12 of RECOVERY
Bad day, binged (((
Not a huge binge by my standards, but big enough and totally SAD.
Am feeling very disappointed with myself, the more so because I actually consciously caught myself as I started to eat and thought about the choice I was making. And a little voice somewhere in me said "to hell with
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Thanks for the kind words Lizard - how are things going with you?
Jodi - yeah, you're right about steps I find taking steps difficult, I'm so all or nothing which I guess is typical of a lot of people with EDs...
Day 11 of RECOVERY
No bingeing
No purging
100% raw
yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Today was challenging though. I started on jury service today at the courts. I was fee
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Day 10 of RECOVERY
No bingeing
No purging
BUT.....fell off the wagon with raw a little bit...well a medium bit...well OK quite a big bit
Had a good start to the day then we went out to a farmers' market and they had such delicious looking cakes and chocolates there. I was tempted and I had a small chocolate bar. BUT it was a conscious decision to enjoy it rather than a desperate
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Jodi...
That is a good idea about my partner cooking for himself, I think he would actually go for it if I did the prep. He has a fear of cooking because he thinks that it won't taste good because he thinks he doesn't know what to put with what, but the actual physical cooking bit he would be fine with, it's not laziness just lack of practice. He has absolutely no ambitions towards raw or ev
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Day 9 of RECOVERY
100% raw
No bingeing
No purging
But MONSTER cravings all afternoon for starch - bread and pizza. I think it was making toasted cheese sandwiches for my partner that triggered me, the smell was sooo good. It was like I was ravenous, but actually I wasn't hungry at all. I tried eating a couple of nuts to see if I was in fact just starving, but no, I didn't really
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
9. kale salad
As I whizzed up my kale in the food processor this lunchtime I added the seeds of two pomegranates, juice of half a lemon and some garlic.
YUM!
Came out really nice. Have added some raw corn and sprouts for my meal
Forum: Recipes and Food Preparation 15 years ago
curly girly
Hi Sundancer
Yeah, wheat is a major issue with me as well. I'm sure I'm sensitive to it and if I even START on anything wheat based I'm generally in big trouble
Well, I got through without any binges or purges yesterday ))
Not quite sure I achieved my aim of waking up this morning "slim and fresh" though - went out to eat at a restaurant last night like every weekend and ate
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Thanks Sundancer
Day 8 of RECOVERY
3:45pm
Am struggling a bit this afternoon, just thought I'd post to get it all off my chest rather than bury it in the bottom of a box of cakes
Have done pretty well all day, almost 100% raw apart from some cooked broccoli and beetroot in a salad I had at a cafe with my Mum and I'm not bothered about cooked veggies so it's not what I've been eatin
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Day 7 of RECOVERY
100% raw
No bingeing/purging )
YAY!!!!!
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Days since last binge: 2
Days since last purge: 8
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Day 6 of RECOVERY
100% raw ))
No bingeing/purging ))
Cravings not too bad at all.
I felt happy today because the infection seems to be lessening and I was able to go for a walk without being in too much pain. It felt so good to be out and moving in the fresh air and cheered me up no end. Will go again today. Completely took away my cravings
Ate a lot of raw corn today, I love i
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Thanks La V for the encouragement
I won't be putting any links to my viola music for a while yet...I've only had ten lessons, not sure it's that nice to listen to at the moment
Maybe in a few years
You're right, cello is beautiful. I nearly picked that, but then it's so big to carry around, get in the car and stuff..
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
thank you so much for the kind posts *hugs* it means a lot as I don't speak to anyone about these things
lizard...
sorry you're having difficulties right now, don't hesitate to post here or PM me if you need someone to listen. You're so right about that TASTE thing. "but it TASTES good", "I'm only going to have a TASTE", "a TASTE won't hurt"....LOL very famil
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
have far too much time on my hands today to read random stuff on the internet...
OMG *shock* kidney infections can be related to BULIMIC BEHAVIOUR
I never knew
I want to stop this
I have given myself diabetes
My gumline has receded over a couple of my teeth
I am 14 pounds heavier than when I started with all this
I have lost all my friends
I nearly lost my Mum
I lost my
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Day 5
3pm
have been stupid can't believe I'm posting NOW not half an hour ago...really worked yesterday when I had bad cravings to binge.
Well, you guessed it, I just binged But the good news is that it was a very small binge by my standards (3 small currant buns with BUTTER yuck, handful of nuts, big handful of pretzels). Usually a binge for me would be about 4000 calories, SHOCK
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
20. raw tortillas
I stumbled upon this by accident...trying to make wraps! I put way too much filling in and couldn't roll the leaves so instead I left them unfolded like a crispy Mexican tortilla shell, piled the filling into the middle and ate them with a knife and fork...
even my partner who ALWAYS goes on about how disgusting my food looks commented on how cool it was
So you need:
leaves from a LARGE
Forum: Recipes and Food Preparation 15 years ago
curly girly
Thanks JG.... All hugs gratefully accepted *LOL*
Day 4 successful and 100% raw ))))))
sigh of relief.....
bring on day 5
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Days without bingeing: 4
Days without purging: 4
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Day 4 of RECOVERY....
boy, did I speak too soon about cravings!!! :{
It's about 3:30pm and I have had MAJOR cravings for starch/junk since about 10am. I think this must just be because I'm bored. Still off work with kidney infection, went to doctor again this morning who gave me another week of antibiotics (yuck I hate those things but I'm too scared of it getting worse and turning into
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Day 3 of RECOVERY ))
100% raw today!!!!!
Made a gorgeous raw lasagne from my new recipe book for dinner - marinara sauce with lots of basil and oregano, layers of zucchini ribbons, spinach chopped very small in the food processor and couple of spoons of macadamia cream (said avocado in the book but mine weren't ripe so I experimented!) YUM
New recipe for today is going to be cabbage leaf
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Day 2 of RECOVERY Hooray
Today was quite easy - weekend is always easier for me because work stress is one of the main triggers to bingeing.
100% raw today woohoo )
Learnt from yesterday and took a container of sprouted buckwheat with sunflower seeds and a bag of sprouted chickpeas with me when we went out for the day so all I had to find to make a good lunch was a plain salad....you'd h
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
thanks......
Day 1 of my recovery
Had a good first day Pleased - it's often the hardest time, the day after a couple of days bingeing/purging. Went to the health food shop and stocked up on a few treats to keep me motivated in the beginning...few larabars, a bar of raw chocolate with goji berries, and a raw recipe book. More than I should have spent, really, but hey if I'm going to do
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience 15 years ago
curly girly
Well, here goes....
having fought recovery from bulimia for five years, I am now trying to learn to accept it and let it bring me back to the life I used to have before this nightmare. I found a cool online program (google NCFED! then go to "self help" to follow and I am going to make a much bigger effort with RAW!!!
I have been on a bit of a starch-fest the last few days....damn
Forum: Raw Diary - Your Personal Experience
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