Let's be honest. Long story short, I went out in the real world. I meet people and...lost them again, for various reasons. I have come to the conclusion that I just don't ever want to be a part of the power games of the social world ever again but think that maybe it's necessary to weed thru bullshit to find something real and not full of vanity and games. Im so tired of this whole thing about never getting people and always having to decode their true thoughts etc.

Oh well, I don't know what im aiming at even. Guess that's life. Im just so exhausted by it. What to do?...I think to myself. How do people stand year in year out with the same yaddayadda all over?

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THeSt0rm Wrote:
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> In my case... I know no matter what, Ill always be
> alone.

no you don't


> Ive never known anyone like me.

you don't need anyone else to be LIKE you.


>I "Know"
> what my future brings.

you know nothing about the future.

back to the pity party.

THeSt0rm Wrote:
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> back again with the judgement.
>
> I know enough to say things will be the same as
> before. Some things never change.
>
> If no one has ever gone through what I have, I
> will only be judged harshly.
>
> And that is the case, always.


What have you been going through, if you don't mind me asking?

THeSt0rm Wrote:
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> back again with the judgement.
>
> I know enough to say things will be the same as
> before. Some things never change.
>

i judgmentally proclaim you incorrect.

> If no one has ever gone through what I have, I
> will only be judged harshly.

awwww

>
> And that is the case, always.

nope



he "can't" hold a job. that's about it. then blames everything on circ and alleged brain damage.

THeSt0rm Wrote:
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> Why does fresh have to be so arrogant? He is
> surely just trying to provoke me. He actually
> thinks hes being helpful by insulting me?
>
> Nobody understands me, and nobody ever will.

you say you can predict the future - i say you can't

you call that arrogant.

you whine and moan and i mock you as you should be mocked
for your self absorbed victim mentality - meanwhile apparently you have limbs, a semi-functioning brain and the ability to eat.

and you call that arrogant.

the truth sounds arrogant to a person like you
whose whole identity is defined by negativity and apathy.

you love your apathy - justifies your inaction and focus on OTHER people as the problem.

who brings you food?

do you thank them?

do you show gratitude?

and how do you prepare for death?

Most of what people look on others is fictional. The story of the princess and the prince is dead just as the story of Noel (Christmas) was from a litterature novel and fictional. People do love stories.

Just be yourself and you are loveable enough dont waste your lifetime here on earth being insecure, be a king.