nobody said victims don't exist.

you have been posting some good relevant raw food stuff lately, thestorm.

thank you.

perhaps you could consider not posting all the other stuff.

why won't you stop?

no real people nearby will listen to you?

it does not appear that you are getting the response that you wish here.

so why do you continue?

is it a catharsis for you?

had you thought about why you continue to keep posting all this stuff ?

>WITH NO CHOICE OF MY OWN

You just chose to write these posts.
You always have a choice. Your body, your actions.
Your actions can only be controlled by you.

If you're unhappy, then make a change for the better.

If that is your thought, then why not spend your energy promoting
positivity instead of complaining about negativity?
It only creates more negative energy.





THeSt0rm Wrote:
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> i have NO CHOICE there is a WAR going on right now
> a very great WAR a PSYCHOLOGICAL war
>
> The point is the KILL THE SOUL

You could contribute to the world with positivity.
I also recommend affirmative techniques that help boost self esteem.
That is the last bit of advice I can give.





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>this positive vs negative thing is one of the biggest scams

No that's just life, full of ups and downs.

If you are so passionate about the suffering in this world,
then you should put your energy towards making a difference
for people and the millions of innocent animals killed by industry
for selfish desires.

But you'll never really know for sure unless you try.

thestorm,

you've said that you don't have a way to make money

you don't have a girlfriend

and you fear death.

so you try to cover up all those things, those REAL reasons for your black hole thinking, by talking circ all the time.

why not rob a bank, pay someone to be your girlfriend, and investigate cryogenics?

wound't that be more honest?

>And what is crazy is that this means you will never attain peace

I feel pretty at peace with my watermelon right now. Mmm it's amazing

thestorm,

I would suggest some magic mushrooms or lsd.

stat.

that is a lie.

i posted many things that you ignore.

thework.com was one.

you ignore and you continue ranting.

check into a rehab.

this is not a rehab.

this is not a psychologist's couch.

stop being abusive to this RAW FOOD BOARD

"The fact that day in and day out all everyone on this board does is ignore me and betray me shows that there's nothing I can do in this world but to commit suicide soon. "

That is a flat out, ugly LIE. You are lying, I don't care what your motive is. Many people are very nice here, trying to help you. You are arrogant, mean and you don't accept any word, any advice, you are the smartest man on the planet.

People like you and will continue to like you - if you let them.

I don't know you and I don't know how you can snap out of your suicide thoughts but I will not let you try to make everyone here feel guilty. Do you even read what people write to you? So many god advice...when I yelled at you (and you deserve it so much) there were people defending you and preventing me from hurting you. Did you say thanks to them? Have you said thanks to anyone here? Just try it. Say "thanks for reading my stuff and trying to understand". Just write it. You will probably understand what I mean.

THeSt0rm Wrote:
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> Because, all your language is deceptive and
> sacrificial based. All of it is telling me to deny
> myself. Look at the website "thework.com" says
> "What would you be without your story?" That sort
> of language is deceptive, telling you that people
> are just always wanting to suffer? WHo truly wants
> to suffer?
>

YOU


> Everyone just telling me to kill myself, that's
> what everyone tells me.

YOU do that.

fresh said:
thestorm,

I would suggest some magic mushrooms or lsd.

stat.

THIS ^^^^^^^^^
But go in with an open mind and a willingness to see your blockages or wlse it may be painfull...

Languages are messed up. Ok. Than, don't use a language. Monks don't. But live. And don't plan to commit the worst sin.

Storm, everyone here is TRYING TO HELP you. If you are reading our lines any other way, you are not reading them correctly. If we are missing the point it is because maybe we don't understand the things the same way you do.

We want to help you. Tell us how. Tell us what you expect to hear/read from us?

THeSt0rm Wrote:
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> I would never tell anyone they want to suffer
> unless they truly deserved it.
>

rejecting assistance is the same thing as wanting to suffer.
making up excuses why thework doesn't work, WITHOUT even trying it
is WANTING to suffer.



> Guess I will have to commit suicide because all a
> language preys on the weak.


what do you do all day other than talk about circ and suicide?

"Guess I will have to commit suicide because all a
language preys on the weak."

Shutting up and throwing away your computer's keyboard would probably be enough. Try that first.

THeSt0rm Wrote:
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> I do reject assistance of those who don't truly
> want to assist.
>
> AS I see it, nobody truly does.

[www.youtube.com]

THeSt0rm Wrote:
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> At this point, I think, a force DOES want me to
> commit suicide
>
> It is clear to me, in how everyone is using such
> language to continually knock me down and show NO
> recognition whatsoever of REAL TRUE SUFFERING AND
> FORCED LONELINESS


this post is off topic and in violation of board rules.

yes. your brain is the FORCE.

loneliness is cured by exiting your basement and walking around outside.
befriend a dog if you can't handle humans.

Storm. There are thousands of people exposing blood sacrifice. You are not the only one. People fight, at least they try. If you commit suicide, you are helping the elitist child obuse. You give them arguments. You are just tryinig to find a good excuse to join the elite by doing the ultimate sacrifice.

People are staying out of that subject because it is so hard and heavy and because there is so little they can do about it. Who are you to judge?

...by the way, you are not the owner of your body. It has been given to you. You don't have the authority to take your life. If you do, you belong to the worst scum on the planet, the elitist baby killing team.



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Storm, who are you, what do you do for living? I am a computer guy, just another clerk. You?

St0rm,

What do you enjoy in life? What makes you happy? What's your passion?

A few things you could do to improve your quality of life:

-Go for a walk in some nearby woods and do some deep breathing
-Adopt a puppy or kitten
-Find a job that is related to your interests, save up some money and buy things that are naturally uplifting such as E3 Live BrainON.
-Eat some raw chocolate

Yes, I said it right. You are not the owner of your body. You can do stuff to it but you could do it to any other body...but you are not THE owner. I am not being religious here, just facts, in my opinion.
You are not 'someone else', you are the tenant but all of us will be in these bodies on temporarily. You ARE the owner of yourself, the tenant

Storm, you have a very sharp mind. You have gone a step further then most. But, don't think that you are so alone there. Others have been...maybe much further than we can think. In my experience, those that reached some true knowledge are often sensitive people, people who had personal motives to help themselves so they did an extensive research. More than anybody else. They have gone further and realized that many other people do not research that far...and these sensitive people then start to feel lonely.

You are scared from what you have found out - rightfuly so. Fear is good, helps us stay alive. But, don't let the bad clouds take over. You are NOT the only one there. Absolutely not. And the truth is really not that bad. They just want us to be afraid.
We are immortal. What else do you want?

"Besides that I have no way of finding my place in society because there is NO PLACE FOR ME in this world at all."

You don't need to find your place in society. Modern day society is insane anyways - so much hatred, violence, and lack of empathy.


A man said to the Buddha, "I want Happiness."
Buddha said, first remove "I", that's ego,
then remove "want", that's desire.
See now you are left with only Happiness.

"then how in the heck am I supposed to sustain myself."

You don't need to fit into society to have a job doing something you don't mind. Just keep to yourself as much as possible and save up for whatever goals you may have. Maybe it's moving to a different place in the world, maybe it's saving up for natural remedies to treat depression, maybe it's moving to a place where you can have a puppy. A dog will be your companion for a very long time.

What does your typical diet look like and do you still use any type of drugs, including smoking marijuana? Only reason I ask is because there could be a very serious deficiency (or more) responsible for the way you're feeling, and of course drugs mess with our neurochemistry so that could also be responsible for the way you're feeling. Maybe you're very sensitive to EMF's and given that you live in an apartment, you could potentially be getting exposed to lots of it if everyone who lives in your apartment has TV's and internet.

"that's bullshit because I can't have a job that doesn't require that I participate in evil."

You could help out as an organic gardener, work at an organic co-op stocking products or at the café/juice bar, work in the warehouse of a company that sells natural products, work for an animal shelter, etc. Plenty of jobs that don't require participating in evil.

You experts what do you make of this?

February 24, 2015 - An interesting read to say at lease.

This post appeared first on anonymousmags.

And it is currently spreading fast on the Internet.

What is your take?

--- cut & pasted from anonymousmags ---

This post will be about how the Illuminati recruited me and what exactly I had to go through.

When I was nineteen years old, I fell into some money through some connections with friends and some successful investments of some money that I had made throughout my childhood. I got involved in some backroom deals and saw my money begin to grow. As I attended college at Harvard in 1964, I begin to become increasingly rich, and my influence on campus grew as well through my participation in various clubs, and organizations. Some friends and I began to serve as quasi-stock brokers while still at Harvard. I made tons of cash during that year, and was very powerful and influential on campus.

One night as I was walking back to my dorm shortly after midnight, I was approached by two men in black suits. I initially assumed that they were going to investigate my business activity because some of it was not exactly legal. They asked me to come with them and I followed them into the basement of a two story house a couple streets over from my dorm room. They sat me down at a table and asked me if I was willing to make a deal. They would not tell me what deal I would be making, but just continually asked if I would be willing to make a deal. I half-assed agreed that I would, and that is when the biggest man that I have ever seen walked through some closet doors and sat down First of all, if you do not believe me then I am sorry. I am here to tell the truth, and nothing that is written by me is false exaggeration nor science fiction. This information is real, it is true, it is reality, and it is time for it to be told.

I was a member of the Illuminati for 47 years. I was recruited when I was 19 years old. I have posted here off and on over the past year. (Some of the posts are mine, others are my brothers, mainly they are his) The information that I am about to unfold is very revealing and very dangerous. I am one of seven people in the history of the Illuminati that have performed the “Departure” Ritual. I knew that I needed to get out when I had something revealed to me at a meeting in June of 2010. For years I was in line with the beliefs, motives, and actions of the Illuminati, but it recently became too much for me to bear, and I had to extinguish my sacred contract.

My reason for coming here is to reveal EVERYTHING about the Illuminati. How you become a member, what the organization is about, what the organization does, and the future plans that we have.

I will be back to make my first post when I can see that this thread has enough attention for me continue. Any time in the near future when I begin to reveal the secrets of the Illuminati, I need to ensure that there are enough people paying attention so that my efforts do not go to waste. Once I see that this thread has a substantial amount of views and replies, I will make my first post.

Here is a preview of some of the things that I will reveal:

Barack Obama is not a member of the Illuminati, he is something much, much worse.

The new “space flights” which are planes that can briefly enter orbit are not as fun as they seem, they are an Illuminati tool.

Denver, Colorado is an evil place

The information I have is essential!

page 69 of thread:

The first topic to discuss will be these underground bunkers that I have mentioned. Currently, there are 57 underground bases and bunkers around the United States that are in use for various purposes. There are 439 bunkers in the entire world. ALL of these bunkers and bases are controlled and maintained by the Illuminati. The largest underground bunker is in Sao Paulo, Brazil. This bunker has the capability of holding up to 5,000 people for a period of up to ten years. I have personally been in this bunker, and it is much larger than one that anyone can possible even imagine. This bunker is secured mainly for the events of the end times. 5,000 of the world’s richest, brightest, and most powerful individuals will secure shelter in this bunker in the event of a global thermonuclear war, natural disaster, or any other form of global catastrophe. Don’t be confused. Several other bunkers have the ability of housing large numbers of people for extended periods of time, but no other bunkers is as large and capable as this one. In the event of World War 3, all of the world’s leaders will take shelter here, and the governments of the world will be theoretical proxy governments. The world’s richest people will be here as well. People such as Bill Gates, Warren Buffet, the oil tycoons ( however, these oil tycoons will be murdered while they are in the bunker so that the takeover of the Middle East will be much easier for the New World Order). I do not know the exact number, but of the 439 bunkers in the world, I would say that around 275 of them are constructed mainly for shelter and extended stays. I myself stayed in one of these bunkers while in China in the nineties. They are very nice, very luxurious. It is practically like you are staying in a 5 star hotel.

Some people that have stayed in these bunkers:

Leon Trotsky: After Stalin defeated Trotsky and secured power in the Soviet Union following Lenin’s death, Trotsky was moved to an underground bunker just inside Switzerland. Stalin originally did not know about this because if he did not follow the orders of the Illuminati, then Trotsky was going to be reinstated as the leader of the Soviet Union. It was important to have Trotsky placed in this bunker because Stalin was going to kill him otherwise. Stalin eventually fell in line with the Illuminati’s plans, and Trotsky was executed because he was no longer needed.

Abraham Lincoln: Lincoln was NOT murdered by John Wilkes Booth. Lincoln was placed in the office of presidency as a pawn. The Illuminati knew that if he was elected then the South would secede. The Civil War made the North very, very rich. That was the only reason the Civil War was allowed to happen. If the Illuminati had not seen the opportunity to become rich off of the war, then slavery would still be an American institution. Lincoln was placed in office just to start the war. He made a deal that once the war was over, that he would be removed from office. This was taken care of through a fake assassination, and he spent the rest of his days in a bunker in Mexico.

Saddam Hussein: Hussein was in power in Iraq merely to raise justification for invasion by the United States and other nations. Many of you are already familiar with what I have said about the plans to entirely take over the Middle East and to secure the oil that is currently untapped. The Hussein that was “hung” was a dummy, and the cell phone video that was release was meant to be released as “proof.” Saddam is currently in a bunker somewhere in Argentina. I do not know of any future plans with him.

The rest of the bunkers in the world are used for storage of things that cannot be stored on top of the ground. Nuclear stockpiles are being held in these underground bunkers . In the event that a nation veers off the course that is planned, then they will be eliminated. Either through assassination of their leaders or by nuclear destruction. Thankfully, nuclear action has not had to be taken yet; however, do not put it past these people to bring about such destruction.

You all know about the HAARP machine conspiracy. It is real. I can assure you. The machine is housed entirely in a bunker that is underwater in the Pacific Ocean. This machine was developed back in the 1980’s, and was first used in the late nineties. This machine has capability of creating any natural disaster that the Illuminati wish to create. Hurricane Katrina was a product of the HAARP machine. The Hurricane was used as a diversion. While the area was in chaos, and attention was diverted everywhere, engineers were sent down to prepare for the gulf oil spill. I can assure you that the Illuminati is capable of releasing more oil into the gulf. The oil that has already been pumped into the gulf is only a small amount compared to what could possibly be done. I already mentioned that the oil spill was used as an agent to implant microbodies into the brains of the children in the area. These children that have been affected are now subject to government control whenever these microbodies are activated. The Illuminati also used the opportunity that Katrina presented to build a bunker that is directly beneath the French Quarter. Why else do you think that FEMA was slow to provide adequate assistance? The engineers needed time.

The HAARP machine is not controlled by any one single country; it is collectively controlled and used. The earthquake in Haiti, the ones that happened over the past couple days, all are products of the HAARP. Not all of the events are relevant or important, some are just tests, some are even mistakes. Rest assured however that once there is need for a natural disaster, the disaster can be generated, engineered, and directed and have whatever effect is necessary.

Another thing that is housed in these bunkers are drugs. There are massive amounts of cocaine, marijuana, heroine, and all kinds of other drugs being stored. The drug trade and war on drugs are essential to the Illuminati. As more and more drugs are traded and cartels become more powerful, the Illuminati becomes richer and more powerful. One of the major contributors and benefactors to the drug trade is Warren Buffett. Buffett has been running the drug trade in the Western Hemisphere for the past twenty years. The drug cartels of Mexico are under his power. It is important that the Illuminati control the majority of the drugs in North America. This is because it gives them yet another vehicle to transport technology that allows them to take control of the consumers. The Illuminati is constantly searching for ways to implant themselves in the minds of the general public, and naturally, control of the drug trade was the perfect way to do so. Buffett secured control of the drug trade when he approached multiple drug cartels and presented them with contracts. He has been in control ever since, and Ben Bernanke is assisting him with the day to day operations.

Multiple bunkers are also equipped to serve as crematories. Much in the same way that the Nazis burned their victims, the Illuminati plans to burn victims that are killed off. Many have speculated that FEMA has constructed stockpiles of coffins to be used for mass burials, but this is not true. Mass burials would take a massive amount of time and effort. Therefore, when the time comes to begin mass killings and executions, the bodies will be shipped to “burn yard” where they will be dropped in these bunkers and reduced to ashes. FEMA, which is an Illuminati run organization, decided that this would be the most effective way to dispose of a mass amount of bodies.

Yet more of these bunkers contain robots that are designed and ready to infiltrate the workplace in the case of a labor shortage. The scenario in which these robots will most likely be used is when the mind control aspect of the Illuminati’s plan goes into effect. Robots will be sent in to perform the jobs that these people were doing, and these people will be used for other events, such as war, propaganda, and violence. These robots will also be used once population control goes into effect.

Alex Jones is not who he says he is. For years he has been working to uncover the secrets of the Illuminati and the New World Order, but yet he is a member of the former, and will be in power in the latter. Jones has been placed in the world of conspiracy theories to feed false information, to throw trackers off the trail. Do not believe anything that the man tells you. All of the information that he presents is fabricated by the Illuminati, for the Illuminati. Think of Joseph Goebbels. Alex Jones is the perfect Joseph Goebbels. STOP LISTENING TO HIM IF YOU ARE. You are being lied to by a man that receives his instructions straight from the Illuminati.

The moon landing in 1969 was real, but there was a moon landing seven years earlier that was the first real landing. In truth, the Russians were the first ones to land on the moon; however, they did not publicize the mission nor the results. It was decided that America was going to win the space race in order to secure a feeling of capitalism over communism. Russia launched their own rocket ship toward the moon as a test run to ensure that the American trial would be successful seven years later. Everything went perfect with the Russian moon landing, and the same technology was then applied to the American moon mission. While on the moon, the American astronauts began the first construction of nuclear missile sites on the moon. These nuclear missile sites have been added onto over the years by way of subsequent moon missions and work by remote control robots. The purpose of these missile sites is the ability to launch nuclear missiles without the risk of tracing the missiles back to a particular country. The scenario in which these missiles would be used is to attack a nation that is not cooperating with the Illuminati. The Illuminati would order missiles launched at the nation, but without the afflicted nation being able to track where exactly the missiles came from, they would not be able to show evidence that they should declare war on a specific country. In my opinion, these missiles will never be used because there are many other ways that the Illuminati can bring down an entire government other than nuking them. However, to my knowledge, the moon currently has 2 fully equipped nuclear missile sites that can be operated from Earth.

Sticking with space….

Scientists working for the Illuminati have found a way that they can “shut” off the sun. A weapon has been created that shoot a beam of high density radiation right into the heart of a planet or star. This beam of radiation penetrates through the planet creating a very large cylinder in the exact middle of it. The radiation that is left behind begins to eat at the star or planet and the effects spread like wildfire. This technology has been tested on various stars in our immediate solar system and is very effective. The first thing that occurs to the star is that the radiation eats a perfect cylinder through the middle of the star, the radiation left behind begins working its way outward degenerating anything in its path. The radiation continues to build and spread. Some stars hung on until they were totally deteriorated from the radiation; however, some stars became so unstable that they combusted at a certain point.

Scientists are certain that this technology can be used on the sun, but also on other planets. One estimate that I overheard was that from the initial shot of radiation, it would take approximately nine years for the entire sun to be entirely consumed. We would begin seeing the effects of the radiation in approximately 3 and a half years however. The first signs would be shorter days and a decreased amount of sunlight during those days. The sun would start becoming unstable at about the seven year point, and we will begin seeing massive solar flares. Once the nine years is up, all life on earth will be dead.

Since my departure, I am completely unsure who the top, head leaders of the Illuminati are at this point, but I will give my best guess. The Illuminati is structured so that there are one to three major leaders in each major region of the world; however, some regions are left out because of a lack of a suitable leader; therefore, a leader is installed there.

In North America:

Warren Buffett is most likely the head of all Illuminati operations. Followed by Ben Bernanke, followed by Lloyd Blankfein who is CEO of Goldman Sachs.

Goldman Sachs is a key player in the North American Illuminati sector. Recently, Goldman Sachs invested almost $500 million dollars in Facebook. Usually this means that Facebook will fall under Illuminati control soon, just as Myspace and Twitter have.

Other key players in North America are Alex Jones, Bill Clinton, Rahm Emmanuel, of course Obama, and Timothy Geithner

South America is void of any real Illuminati leaders. Hugo Chavez has been difficult to work with in the past. He seems to be in line with the Illuminati agenda; however, he does not like being told what to do. Most of the North American leaders control South America as well.

Nicolas Sarkozy is the main guy. He controls the majority of the operations in Europe and Africa. Gordon Brown was very influential in the Illuminati until he decided to begin playing his way; this is why he was removed from office. My opinion is that he is still a key player, just not as key as he once was. There are several African arms dealer that have recently gained some power; however, I am unaware of their identities.

The Middle East is controlled largely by Benjamin Netanyahu which should not come as much of a surprise. Netanyahu does not have as much control as you would think however. As I have stated before, Israel is the grand puppet state of the Illuminati.They will do absolutely anything that the Illuminati wants them to do, and they will do it to the best of their ability without even thinking twice. Israel has been given the permission to fire upon Iran whenever it wishes to do so. Control of the Middle East is hard because there are so many rebel groups. Palestine should not even be worried about. Although they are not controlled by the Illuminati, they are not able to do anything. Iran is borderline at time, and completely in opposition at others. This is why Israel will destroy Iran to start WWIII.

Asia is controlled entirely by Vladimir Putin and his cronies. Putin is a very powerful, very smart man. He will regain popular control of Russia very soon, but you can be assured that everything that is happening in Russia right now is going through him. China has chosen to give up a little power to the Illuminati. They cooperate; just do not care to become too involved. In my opinion, it is because they feel that they will be able to defeat the Illuminati in the end. They are sadly mistaken. Eventually they will come to terms and will join in the great skit that will be called World War 3.

The Spanish flu of 1918, SARS, and the H1N1 scare all have one thing in common: they all were engineered by the Illuminati. While nothing has been instituted on a global scale, the Illuminati has been testing these viruses for years and they are finally unlocking the keys to creating a virus that will spread across the globe very, very fast killing select people. My advice: do not receive the vaccines. You will become a part of a test group that the Illuminati is using to experiment. The H1N1 virus started to become widespread when animals escaped from a farm in Brazil where the virus was being tested. Several of these animals mingled with citizens of surrounding towns, and many of the animals were consumed. The population of the surround towns were quarantined, and the ones that died were covered up; however, somehow, a traveler had carried the flu virus all the way up into northern Mexico, where the virus was first reported. The Illuminati soon found out that the virus was much, much less ineffective than they thought. They are currently pursuing research on a virus that will wipe out a country within a matter of days.

I hope this data dump has been informational for you and has contributed to my credibility in some way. I have much, much more information. It just takes me time to sit down and father my thoughts long enough to format them in an easily readable and comprehensive manner. This is definitely not my last post, as I have more information that needs to be told. It has been a long, tiring past couple of days, and I hope this is enough information to give me a good rest for awhile. If you have any questions then feel free to post them here, on my youtube account, or email me at [email protected]

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a lot of things touched...but not for me. I don't even believe atomic bombs exist. I am totally ignorant

Some of that stuff is probably true. But, so I have learned, a lot of fake 'freedom fighters' are on the Internet. For every genuine there is at least one or more fake ones. They will tell you some truth in order to lead you somewhere...where you don't really want to go. Clever they are.

Oh this board has become so entertaining~

THeSt0rm, you say there is no cure for your agoraphobia, but I am curious, what have you tried to do about it?

I used to be agoraphobic. I was paranoid. I used to be afraid of just taking out the garbage, even in broad daylight. I used to hide in my house with the curtains shut. I used to hide behind a computer all day long.

The only way for me to get over it was to shut off my computer and get my ass out of the house. I forced myself to take a walk around my block every day. At first, I had to do this with a therapist until I was able to help myself. I got stronger, stopped therapy, and now I'm typing this behind a computer at my town library. I am still alone and unhappy, and there are still moments that I feel vulnerable, but I am dealing with it, and getting stronger, and trust that it won't always be this way. I won't let it.

Nothing is going to change if you don't, and if you're lost as to how to help yourself, maybe it's worth trying to find someone out there who does.