Hi. :
So I stayed raw all day and felt very good. Just woke up. I had a possibility for a new gig come up yesterday. Not exactly sure what the circumstances & possibilities are so I sent my energy and then I let go. We'll see. It's in the hands of the Universe now. I am taking all the steps necessary as well. I also caught up on all my music homework yesterday. There was A LOT of it. I would like to stay on top of it so everything will be done when my Mom comes on Sunday. I also have to go to the immigration office on Thursday to extend my visa here so it is a full week. I changed my furniture and some stuff around in the apartment after hearing one of Revvell's podcasts with a Feng Shui expert. Feels much better actually. Let's see what happens...

I am so happy & grateful for the new gig opportunity that came up.
I am so happy & grateful for my gig now.
I am so happy & grateful for my agent.
I am so happy & grateful for my musicians in Miami.
I am so happy & grateful for the agent who first sent me to Japan.
I am so happy & grateful for my friends who are working with them and playing music all over the world.
I am so happy & grateful for the venue I am singing @ now and all their wonderful staff.
I am so happy & grateful for the other venues where I have sung in Asia and all their amazing staff.
I am so happy & grateful for raw food!
I am so happy & grateful for this site!
I am so happy & grateful for the support I get from you guys.
I am so happy & grateful for you guys.
I am so happy & grateful for my new computer.
I am so happy & grateful for eyelashes and sunglasses.
I am so happy & grateful for the talent I've been blessed with.
I am so happy & grateful for my apartment.
I am so happy & grateful for my family.
I am so happy & grateful for friends.
I am so happy & grateful for my Mom.
I am so happy & grateful for the parents I had.
I am so happy & grateful for the grandparents I had.
I am so happy & grateful for this amazing city!!!
I am so happy & grateful for all the people I meet on my gigs.
I am so happy & grateful for the great call with the dude.
I am so happy & grateful for all the people who support me and help me.
I am so happy & grateful for all the podcasts and programs that I view and listen to that support my journey and growth and brilliance.
I am so happy & grateful for my Mom's upcoming visit.
I am so happy & grateful for myself.
I am so happy & grateful for all that I am and all that I have.
I am so happy & grateful for now.


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hey sweetie....you are doing so great!! congrats....keep up the good work!! that list is awesome..you have so many wonderful things to be thankful for...i am happy things are going swell for ya..and yay you for getting that homework done..that is always such a good feeling!!
keep up the awesome day!!!
love ya
sach
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

Had a good day. Stayed raw. Am DEFINITELY eating too much fat, but when I am raw I feel like I need it and don't know if ti would be better to add some cooked brown rice or something to help satiate me without the tons of fat. It's just too much!


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or at least tea! Green tea helps curb my appetite. Maybe I just need to focus on being healthy....


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hey hun..maybe your body needs that extra fat..you never know...but focusing on being healthy is the number one goal!! so whatever you think..you take care of yourself thouhg
love earthangel
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

Ok. So I realize I am PMSing. This may have something to do with it, but I KNOW I have gained some weight and that is NOT cool. I am going to give it a go today with PROPER proportions and see what happens.

I startd considering the possibility of moving to Vegas as well when I'm done here. I think it could be a cool place to e based w/ my kitties and be raw.


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I am so happy & grateful for my new computer.
I am so happy & grateful for my iPod.
I am so happy & grateful for my new Gucci glasses.
I am so happy & grateful for my Mom coming to visit & the chance to show her Tokyo.
I am so happy & grateful for this amazing city!
I am so happy & grateful for all the podcasts & programs that support my personal, mental, spiritual & physical growth & my abundance & health & brilliance.
I am so happy & grateful for my friends in Las Vegas.
I am so happy & grateful for my friends in Miami.
I am so happy & grateful for my friends in NYC.
I am so happy & grateful for the dude.
I am so happy & grateful for my health.
I am so happy & grateful for my body.
I am so happy & grateful for my agent.
I am so happy & grateful for my amazing gig.
I am so happy & grateful for the people who make me raw salads nightly.
I am so happy & grateful for the amazing neighborhood I live in.
I am so happy & grateful for my cozy apartment.
I am so happy & grateful for all my fun Shu Uemura eyelashes.
I am so happy & grateful for my music courses.
I am so happy & grateful for my musicians.
I am so happy & grateful for every beautiful day I get to live.
I am so happy & grateful for the amazing gym I get to use.
I am so happy & grateful for the CDs of mine that have sold.
I am so happy & grateful for my growing bank accounts.
I am so happy & grateful for my voice getting so strong & clear & free.
I am so happy & grateful for me.
I am so happy & grateful for now.


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Hey there vegas is quite the place..that would be a nice area as well!!!
keep on doing great..i know the cycle kills it haha..and i have felt bloated and gross lately too...oh what a day
well take care hun
love ya
sach
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

Yeah, right? Vegas FEELS good energetically to me too. The idea of the desert & the mountains and all the shows... I REALLY like it! Plus there are some raw food restaurants and Bikram Yoga. The idea really appeals to me- so I downloaded some Vegas podcasts to see what the vibe is. I also called my ex & her Mom who just moved to Vegas and are great friends & they said to just come over & stay with them for a bit and see how I like it & what I think.

I think when I'm done here, I will! It's also so close to LA and not far from SF & Napa. I really like the idea!

I stayed raw. MUCH better on the proportions today. Gained a couple lbs but not too much so am not worried. It'll come right back off now.


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hey sweetie..wow what an awesome deal...does your ex's mom and her live together?? or did her mom say you could come stay with her?? i am a little confused....haha anyway you look at it it is a sweet deal haha...good luck...sounds like letting your decisions out in the world..and letting the karma and energy out really is a good thing and is working out for you!!!
keep up the good work
love ya
sach
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

I've had a very good raw day today. I actually tried raw corn for the first time. It was the most amazing thing ever! My nutrient proportions are much healthier and I feel much better. I've worked out every single day for a minimum of 1 hr. I am recording my gig tonight for a new demo video. I'm a bit nervous about it. I am putting it out there that it will turn out WONDERFULLY and I'm letting go & relaxing.

Last night as I was singing there was this one moment where I just felt the most amazing sense of gratitude for the audience & relaxation come over me. It was amazing. I'm really focused on putting people first and learning to really be myself & kind no matter what circumstances surround me.

I am so happy & grateful for the audiences that come in every night.
I am so happy & grateful for my intuitive ideas that have been coming to me.
I am so happy & grateful for the gym I am able to use.
I am so happy & grateful for my agent and all his wonderful staff.
I am so happy & grateful that I am so supported.
I am so happy & grateful for my ever improving health.
I am so happy & grateful for my Mom's upcoming visit.
I am so happy & grateful for the dude's upcoming visit.
I am so happy & grateful for my friends in Miami, Vegas, NYC, Paris & Tokyo.
I am so happy & grateful for this site and all the support & information I find here.
I am so happy & grateful for my yummy food.
I am so happy & grateful for my new computer & other toys.
I am so happy & grateful for my wonderful apartment & amazing neighborhood.
I am so happy & grateful for the time to rest today.
I am so happy & grateful for my gig.
I am so happy & grateful for my musicians and all their support.
I am so happy & grateful for the amazing staff @ my venue.
I am so happy & grateful for meditation.
I am so happy & grateful for my classes.
I am so happy & grateful for myself.
I am so happy & grateful for the perfection of now.


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hey there..wow that is awesome you had that feeling last night
that sounds awesome that peaceful feeling coming over you is great!!
take care
love ya
sach
xxoxoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

I am on my 7th day of 100% raw right now. After being 90= 100% for 4 months, I do notice some subtle differences. I plan to go for 30 days and take it from there.

I found, from the beginning when I went high raw that I can't medicate or numb myself with raw foods. If I start feeling anxious or unsafe, I'll want some green tea to stimulate me rather than being with my feelings and acting from a place of powerful truth. Our own boundless power to create and to be can be very scary to the ego. I find a part of me almost wants the boundaries and limits. Our limits are so self - created. It's so clear to me when I eat this way.

I am so happy & grateful for a new day.
I am so happy & grateful for the video we shot last night!
I am so happy & grateful for my agent here & his amazing staff.
I am so happy & grateful for the new opportunities and possibilities coming up in my life!
I am so happy & grateful for my pay!
I am so happy & grateful for my gig & the opportunity to sing for peop;e every night and getting paid well to do it.
I am so happy & grateful for my venue and all the kind, amazing staff!
I am so happy & grateful for my health.
I am so happy & grateful that I look good!
I am so happy & grateful for my Mom's upcoming visit to Tokyo!
I am so happy & grateful for this amazing city!
I am so happy & grateful for my new computer and othr toys.
I am so happy & grateful for the dude.
I am so happy & grateful forthis site.
I am so happy & grateful for all the podcasts and programs that support my growth and brilliance.
I am so happy & grateful for myself.
I am so happy & grateful for the perfection of now.


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OH man you are doing so well. And your mama comes so soon .Thats exciting. Wow i think Vegas Would be great. Oo how exciting

xoxo,
Starfruit

hey hun....well sounds like you are having a great day!!! keep up the amazing positive energy and attitude..good for you and your mommie coming soon!!! that is sooo exciting..my mommie will be here on the 20Th!!!!
well take care my dear
love ya
sach
xoxoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

How crazy the parallels with the three of us!
YEY. I KNOW !!! She gets here the day after tomorrow! How awesome is that?


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oh man i know laptops mommies whats next hehe

xoxo,
Starfruit

I did really great yesterday until 1 am. My dude came in from Moscow and we went to
a restaurant I love and I had some brown rice and lightly steamed veggies. Then, my cycle came this morning. No surprise there. Not going to beat myself up about it. My Mom arrives tomorrow. This was not the best time to take this on- but when is it? I'm just going to get right back up and keep doing it. One slip-up does not a failure make. Not hungry this morning. I may fast for a large part of the day today.

Last night, the gig went great! My musicians & I are are developing nicer & nicer chemistry and it makes the gig get better & better. I have lots of homework to finish before my Mom gets here tomorrow. Wok up WAY too early- I think b/c my cycle was saying hello. Maybe I can take a nap later. I also have a lot of editing to do. We'll see...

I am so happy & grateful for a new day.
I am so happy & grateful for all these wonderful visits.
I am so happy & grateful for my writing & ear training class.
I am so happy & grateful for friendships.
I am so happy & grateful for my Mom.
I am so happy & grateful for my new computer & toys.
I am so happy & grateful for my amazing health.
I am so happy & grateful for Alissa's book that is on the way to me.
I am so happy & grateful for this site.
I am so happy & grateful that I am SO supported and loved.
I am so happy & grateful for my gig.
I am so happy & grateful for my pay.
I am so happy & grateful for unlimited possibilities.
I am so happy & grateful for the footage taken of my gig!
I am so happy & grateful for my agent & his wonderful staff.
I am so happy & grateful for the wonderful staff @ my venue.
I am so happy & grateful for my CD and all the sales it has generated.
I am so happy & grateful for me.
I am so happy & grateful for now.


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aw how's the dude. I can't beleive our cycles are syncronized. Kind of strange. Well don't worry about a little cooked it happened move on your great. SO glad your syncing w/your band. I can only imagine what it's like but i bet it's a bit like syncing with a cast. I'm trying the curry tomorrow btw wahoo.

xoxo,
Starfruit

hey there wow...our 3 lives sure do sync huh?? laptops..mommies...and cycles....lol....we are all on the same wavelengths..we were meant to find eachother and be friends yay us......well i hope you are having fun with your momma!!! i know she is getting here today so if we don't hear from you we won't worry hehe...
don't worry about that brown rice and veggies..glad you are back on the horse (so to speak haha) keep up the awesome work!! ooh yeah is syncing with the band like with the cast that is an AMAZING feeling when the cast starts to get along and know eachother and you feel like a family it is wonderful..kinda like we are all syncing on the diary section huh....ooh i miss plays and things..maybe i will look into them in chicago when i move home
love ya
sach
xoxoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

Hi ladies. Well, I ate about 50% cooked yesterday. I realize that my commitment was feeling a bit shaky but now I feel renewed and no having to push or anything. I just feel committed. That's all. So I'm going to give it a go now and get on all raw. I have no stress or anticipation about it. It just is what I'm gonna do now.

My Mom's flight was a nightmare and she's stuck in NYC for the night and will be here tomorrow afternoon so I won't be able to pick her up at the airport b/c I can't be late for work and that really f$#%&*@ sucks. But she'll make it here on the bus and I gave her the instructions. I just don't want her to stress about it either especially after such a long flight and ordeal and I know how much it means to her that she is coming to Japan to be with me.
That'll give me time to clean the apartment more and do some more homework and spend some more time w/ my dude.

Gonna have a nice lazy Sunday with him . YEY!


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hey there..sorry to hear that your mom had some hard times with the plane and situation..she will just be happy to see you!! i am sure it will all work out though!!! have a great time with your guy!!
i hope you have a very relaxing day..
take care
love ya
sach
xoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

Thanks sweetie. This is the laziest, most relaxed day I have had in many months. I am giving myself today to eat whatever and tomorrow will be dai 1 again for me on my challenge. It is a mental challenge above all.


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hey there whatever works for you huN! take care of you most importantly!!
love sach
xoxoxoxo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

I am so happy and grateful for a brand new day.
I am so happy and grateful for the time I got to spend with my dude this weekend.
I am so happy and grateful for my Mom's upcoming arrival this afternoon.
I am so happy and grateful for my gig.
I am so happy and grateful for the video that was shot.
I am so happy and grateful for the chance to begin again.
I am so happy and grateful formy cozy bed & aoartment.
I am so happy and grateful for my agent & his hard-working staff.
I am so happy and grateful for my venue and it's wonderful staff.
I am so happy and grateful for my power to choose & create.
I am so happy and grateful for my health.
I am so happy and grateful for my pay.
I am so happy and grateful for my new toys.
I am so happy and grateful for infinite possibilities.
I am so happy and grateful for my friends.
I am so happy and grateful that I am supported.
I am so happy and grateful for th ability to help animals.
I am so happy and grateful for Marianne Williamson.
I am so happy and grateful for the podcasts and programs that supports my growth & development & brilliance.
I am so happy and grateful for myself.
I am so happy and grateful for now.


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I'm sorry about your mommy hunny but i'm glad you are getting so good time with your dude. Did you notice you statred calling him my dudeinstead of the dude hmmm ;-) Glad to have you back.

xoxo,
Starfruit

Thanks, sweetie. So happy to hear from you.

Yes, I did notice that I started calling him my dude. It's interesting. He's taken some big steps. We haven't officially said we are back together, but maybe it was implied. I don't know and I am ok with it being exactly as it is. I had an awesome time this weekend with him and I kept my center.

I don't know. Something happened for me this weekend and I'm not even exactly sure what. I just feel different. Centered, released and present.Don't know how else to describe it and not exactly sure what brought it on. Unusual yet empowering.


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Hey there..yay that is good!! an implied back togetherness
glad you had a wonderful time with him!! hope you are enjoying having your mommie ( she should be there by now with me posting so late haha)
take care
love ya
sach
xoxoxoxoo

Much peace and love!!!
EarthAngel
Xoxo

Hey darling that change sounds really exciting. I'm proud of you.

xoxo,
Starfruit

Hi ladies. SO I've decided to stay high raw - 100% but with no pressure to be exclusively 100% while my Mom is here. My schedule is insane and I'd rather focus on being as healthy as possible- which means to me raw but with flexibility. In 2 wks I will re-visit the idea of trying exclusively 100%.

I will still e doing the meditation, working out, writing and vocalizing but with the flexibiltiy to be 90% raw and up.


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